Your horoscope for September 30, 2011

Some failures that you may have experienced over the past few days could well have you beating yourself up today, shan. Perhaps you feel that you were too hasty, or too sloppy, and could have done things better. Don't obsess over it. Figure out what went wrong, learn from it, and then let it go. Too much negativity directed toward yourself is more likely to sabotage future efforts than to help them.

i want it back the way it was.

we used to be free
he used to laugh and not worry

now hes under the clouds
struggling to breathe..

i want that light back..that smile, that smirk.
he's crushed..his fire and light is burned out.

will it ever come back? I don't know this person.
scares me.

saddens me.

:(

http://www.oprah.com/spirit/Reduce-Your-Suffering-How-to-Have-a-Positive-Outlook-On-Life

august 15!??!

mini top down.
tempeh wings
sunbutter
tank tops
summer rides/runs
triphonic <3
kitty paws
birthday cake candle
good coffee
summer hair.
spf
hot pink nails
green toenails
sweat
love
grilled veggies
good cheeeeeese.
pita chips
cliff bars
climbing hills
waterfalls
river swims
good toothpaste
sleeeeep.

Your horoscope for July 1, 2011

Things should be flowing quite well for you today, shan, so take this opportunity and use it to its full potential. Center yourself firmly on the ground and take a look at the weeks ahead. Where do you want to be in two months? Where do you want to be in two years? Now is the time to take stock in what you've got and plan for future growth. You have a great deal going for you, so don't waste your time on frivolity.

what makes me happy todayyy

goooood coffeeeeee
yellow nail polish
good wine
homemade nut butters!!
roasted veggies omlettes
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But at some point you start to realize your life is happening now. Not after med school, not after residency, right now. This is it. It’s here. Blink and you’ll miss it.”-Grey’s Anatomy

you love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, that’s the sad truth. maybe they’ll break your heart, maybe you’ll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself thesame way. those are risks. that’s the burden. like wings, they have weight, we feel that weight on our backs, but they are a burden that lifts us.
burdens which allow us to fly. — bones



When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it’s a beautiful place and there’s only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you’re gone, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it, but I don’t like it.I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.

A Million Little Pieces