Monday, June 20, 2011

what makes me happy todayyy

goooood coffeeeeee
yellow nail polish
good wine
homemade nut butters!!
roasted veggies omlettes

Sunday, June 19, 2011

But at some point you start to realize your life is happening now. Not after med school, not after residency, right now. This is it. It’s here. Blink and you’ll miss it.”-Grey’s Anatomy

you love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, that’s the sad truth. maybe they’ll break your heart, maybe you’ll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself thesame way. those are risks. that’s the burden. like wings, they have weight, we feel that weight on our backs, but they are a burden that lifts us.
burdens which allow us to fly. — bones

When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it’s a beautiful place and there’s only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you’re gone, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it, but I don’t like it.I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.

A Million Little Pieces
“Still I’m convinced, wondering ‘what if’ is the worst thing there is”

-Straylight Run

“Wake up. This is your life, for God sakes. It’s time to face up to it. You can’t get anywhere, can’t get over anything, if you don’t let yourself feel anything in the first place. It’s time.”- The Opposite of Love

“I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.”—Julia Roberts

“If you can find even one person you really like, you’re lucky. And if that person can also stand you, you’re really lucky.”- Calvin and Hobbes

Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping… waiting… and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir… open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us… guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love… the clarity of hatred… the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we’d know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we’d be truly dead.- Joss Wheadon

“And when two such people encounter each other, and their eyes meet, the past and the future become unimportant. There is only that moment, and the incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only. It is the hand that evokes love, and creates a twin soul for every person in the world. Without such love, one’s dreams would have on meaning.” –The Alchemist
We do not do what we want, and yet we are responsible for what we are – that is the fact. Contemplation often makes life miserable. We should act more, think less, and stop watching ourselves live.- Nicolas de Chamfort

My point is that you do not need me or anyone else around to bring this new kind of light in your life. It is simply waiting out there for you to grasp it, and all you have to do is reach for it. The only person you are fighting is yourself and your stubbornness to engage in new circumstances.’

-Into the Wild

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.” -something.beautiful blog

“Live, travel, adventure, bless, and don’t be sorry.” – Jack Kerouac
“To live every day as if it had been stolen from death, that is how I would like to live. To feel the joy of life, as Eve felt the joy of life. To separate oneself from the burden, the angst, the anguish that we all encounter every day. To say I am alive, I am wonderful, I am. I am. That is something to aspire to.”

- The Art of Racing in the Rain

Saturday, June 18, 2011

bucket list

learn to dj
sky dive
travel the world
go hang gliding
roadbike 100 miles
hike the himalayans
maybe open a restaurant
own a shiba enu :)
fly a jetplane
model for something
have a huge garden
have a baby, one day.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Your horoscope for June 17, 2011

Take a time-out from your work today, shan, and relax a little. Let your romantic nature have some fun and don't feel guilty about not being as serious as maybe you think you should. The winner of the day is the one who can smile the most so enter this contest with the intent of coming out on top. The rewards will be long lasting. People you encounter won't be able to help but smile back.

Sunday, June 5, 2011
Your horoscope for June 5, 2011

Enjoy yourself today, shan. You have a great deal to be grateful for so give thanks. Take pride in all that you have accomplished so far and share your joy with others. Feel free to let go of the reins and sit back for a while and get comfortable. You have worked hard for a reason: to enjoy life. If you don't do it now, when are you going to do it? Take a time out and be with loved ones tonight.