i feel like i'm just now starting to become myself, where i fit and how i fit with the world. who i dont fit with. the more you know yourself... the more empowered you are. i know better what it is that i need, what i need to change, and i'm less afraid to make things happen... whatever it is... i'm more aware of everything. making my headstrong ways that much more effective. i'm looking forward to 2010. :)